December 28, 2009
Last blogged @ Monday, December 28, 2009

Hello, i don't have much time for blogging as im still in my busy mood . i have alot of things that i need to prepare before school open. a few days left and i dont even know what to do . i brought school uniform books and shoes , but school bag ? i have a hard time searching for it . i wont be updating this blog until everything is back to normal , i've gained 5 kg during this school holidays , and shall slim down again once school reopen . can imagine how fat am i now ? :X alright , im running our of time now .

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December 14, 2009
Last blogged @ Monday, December 14, 2009

Hello .
i did nothing much today as i dont know what to post also . well , im not in the very good mood now :C
Bye.

December 13, 2009
Last blogged @ Sunday, December 13, 2009

Hey yo. Basically, im back from two days one night camp at pulau ubin .

First day, woke up at 4 in the morning , replied ahliang && guess what , he's still awake . wow , i was shocked for a moment when i received his replies . Left house at 5.20 in the morning , and off to meet xiangyi at chuachukang platform, while waiting for the train i saw aisyah , so trained with her to chuachukang and meet xiangyi. Met XY , then trained to school . saw marrisa jolene peggy at keat hong , so the six of us when to school tgt , met villa at bangkit and walked to school . thought we were late because we saw a huge gathering outside school but actually , the school's main gate was locked and they couldnt go in , so the sec two's and sec three's waited for mr ho outside school. it wasnt a big deal when a few cadets were late right ? took attendance and grouping time was fun ! i was lucky to be in the same group as my fellow girlfriends which is ninie & jolene . bused to changi jetty and bumboat-ed to pulau ubin . it was greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeat, trust me ! haha. well , its my very first time taking bumboat so im a little bit kiasu *winkwink & widesmile* from the jetty to our campsite was soooooooooooooo far , im tired following those paths . BUT overall , i enjoyed . As while walking up and down the 'slope' , me and friends started teasing each other and we're laughing over small matters like mad woman . HAH. reached there , got to our groupings and start with out activities . got to know new friends from other schools . and and and ! one of my group mate is HOTTTTTTTT ! haha . right ninie ? LOL. kayaking was fun although i did not help(ed) my partner to paddle butbutbut i enjoyed splashing sea water ! *winks*(Lol , sorry eh ) i skipped lunch and dinner on that day , because of a few reasons & i dont have appetite also . i have not tell anyone why yet, cause i dont think its the time for me to tell anyone abt what im facing currently is good . AND the scenery was great man ! i loike :) . sigh , had heart to heart talk with my fellow groupmates at night ,and i saw a nicenicenice scenery that you guys can never see ! i was totally great man ! and lights off :)

Second day, i cant sleep very well And its not because of the floor but i just dont know why , i just feel that i've gone through an explorer while sleeping and it make me wake up every hour AND i was shivering man , the weather is cold & with or without jacket , i can still feel the colddddd D: i was totally awake at 4.35 in the morning , and i cant make myself fall asleep again and you know what , when i cant went back to my wonderland , i heard alot of different voices . and its scary ! :| At six , went to take a bath and i cant stand the cold D: Did PT early in the morning , and followed by breakfast . Brush up , campcraft , mini competition , lunch , area cleaning and went to the sec three's campsite for camp closure & prize giving . and walked back to jetty . took picture with XH while bumboat is driving towards the changi jetty . bused to school , Tired plus stomach ache . from school's main gate walked slowly to bangkit lrt and homed . well , i was lucky to take the same train as someone ^^v .

To someone ; whenever i keep myself silence for a minute , you're the first person that im thinking about inside my mind , and once you're on my mind , my mood changed and everything flashed back . i just cant get my eyes off you . i've tried hard to forget you but i just cant . no matter how hard i tried but i swear it always failed . i tried my very best to erase you from my memory & so do the same to my heart but it just not working as what i've planned , i tried not to remember those places whr we had our last training and what we've gone thru tgt but again it has failed . i dont wanna give up on you because i still love you although i know everything has changed. i dont know whether you can remember the message i sent you ; 'starting at forever & ending at never ?' FYI, its still on my mind right now i just wanna you to know how much i've tried to endure to make myself believe that what you are doing now is for me & for you too , i tried not to let you know what i felt deep inside and what i've been keeping from you all this while , i cant stand facing everything just by myself , i swear i cant . i need you to be by my side now and perhaps forever.
Twentynine, i still love you . can i have you for christmas ?

Body & Muscle ache everywhere , I'm Tired . I'm Hungry D: gonna sleep super early today . Byes :)

December 10, 2009
Last blogged @ Thursday, December 10, 2009

Hello.

well , sorry for not updating for the past few days. everything drives me crazy , im not in the very good mood now as period just came today morning , im wondering how can i manage this during camp later . its killing me now . stomach really veryvery painnnnnnnnnn . i seriously have difficulties to pack my stuff for camps . i wont be packing my camp bag as i would ask either sister or maybe my papa to pack for me as im seriously not good in packing . i dont wanna bring a super big bag of course , im thinking of bringing a small bag but its slightly bigger, well . whatever , i dont care lahhh . LOL . i just dont feel like going but its compulsory , so yeah . MUST GOOOOOOO!~ going cousin house later to take korean dvds for mummy and sister , probably for me too. haha ! im still not sure what time going off to cousin house , probably cousin tagging along hmm what else , i think i ahve to get goign and pack for camping stuffs . so long :)

December 7, 2009
Last blogged @ Monday, December 07, 2009

i've made plan for this christmas eve . but i dont think it will turn out as plan . well , lets see .
#1 - i dont know weather family members are busy with their stuff or not .
#2 - is daddy working ?
#3 - maybe sisters will sleep over to granny house again .

i've closed down my private blog as i think , letting go my feelings to someone whom i can trust will be much better than typing for like so long and its still reminding me of those stuff . telling and typing isnt the same . for example , when you're telling yr problems to someone , the someone will gave you advice on the spot or maybe after you finish sharing. but when you're typing . people wont read on the spot and wont give advices on the spot too . BUT when you viewed the blog . you saw the post , your eyes will strt to water(ed) again . am i right ?
soooo , i'll be removing everyone whom i have invited for this moment . probably , i'll be strt blogging that blog again once school strt . im running out of time , Goooooooooooooooooooooooooodbye .